Its been 8 days and world of change..

I won't lie and say that this first week has been amzing because really it hasn't been. Life is tough when you are trying to face the things that bring you down and rid them in your life. Its a cautious effort you have to make that sometimes gets the best of you.

Soo this week while difficult was extremely eventful. I left my job of 4.5 years a place that likely made me feel as though life as I thought it to be when I graduated from University was not really real life or representative of things that I wanted. On the last day of my job, I was faced with the one part of my grueling past I find the hardest to overcome and was actually extremely unaffected. Unaffected in the sense that I just knew I was where I was meant to be regardless of how much I could have wanted certain things before. And lastly, after dealing with the overwelming feelings of the week, I took my first ever ME day. I shut my Blackberry off, and enjoyed a massage, a hair apt and a nail apt all with just focusing and enjoying each moment for me and it was INCREDIBLE.

While the weekend hasn't served to be the best like my friday, I was fortunate to be lent the video "the secret" today. I had boughten the book a couple years ago and could never really get it or understand it and while watching the movie today, I realized that I wasn't ment to get it at that moment, because those things that I thought i believed were not really what was good for me. The movie hit home, and it ties very nicely to the power of NOW, so much so that I am actually adding to the visual book I started and continuing down the path that I am focused on remidiating.

Watching the movie inspired me to do something that I have wanted to do for awhile, after I was told the idea, which is to write letters to the people or things or ideas in your past that hinder you from moving forward. So tonight that is task number 1 and task number 2 is to add to my visual book and really start believing in the things that i deserve.

As I leave you with my update, I just wanna leave you with two thoughts that will likely inspire this weeks blogs.

"Energy flows, where attention goes"

"Focus on what you want, and not what you don't want"

Here's to living in the Now for Now :)

- A