All the way to Carribean and back, reallly :)

What a week!!! This week I was reminded of what it was like to be back at the bottom again. Leaving PwC in a position of "Running the show" so to speak and heading to deloitte to be named "spread sheet coordinator" on a multi-million dollar engagement isn't exactly what I had in mind. Work has officially consumed my life and left me feeling like my first year in audit, where I wanted to run to the bathroom every day and cry my eyes out in utter frustration of not understanding a damn thing...

The crazy nightmares of work stress have started to follow me and my mind feels constantly occupied by the what ifs of not meeting a deadline or two. And while I know I asked for this change so I could be mentally stimulated as they say. REALLY, LIKE REALLY!!!! IS THAT WHAT WORK WILL BE LIKE FOREVER?!!?!? All I could think about this past week is how I would rather be taunted by the teachers at St. Florence and have an amazing day job, then be sitting in a board room all alone, contemplating whether to start screaming, crying or hanging myself from the projector cord :S

Luckily, as a birthday gift to myself ( onne of the many of course) I got to head off to the spa for the afternoon today. I went to the aveda spa and yorkdale for the caribbean body treatment that promises to take you to the carribean and back for the few hours you are there...annnd boy werrre they COMPLETELY ACCURATE.

EVERYONE, and I MEAN EVERYONE needs to go in for one of these treatments! It was a fabulous 2.5 hours that left me walking out of the spa not remembering where i was, what day it was and what time of year or day it was. For today I got to leave work and every other kind of stress behind and just escape and it was absolutely phenomenal....

After today I will add to my wish list of things I would love to have:

1. Personal hair stylist
2. Personal make-up artist
3. Cleaning person (well just to vaccumm becuase I HATE IT!)
4. PERSONAL RMT, so that everyday I can come home and feel like I live in the caribbean :)

Soo clearly I just would like to wake up, have someone get my face and hair ready whille i sleep sitting up, and come home to a clean house, and an RMT that could take me back to the carribeann, is that sooo hard to ask for!?!?!? I mean, i am still willing to cook so isnt that a good thing?!!?!?!?...lol

In a perffect world I tell you, a perfect world ;)

Up in the air for now, write sooon
-A