Soo here I am, about 23 days into this program that I set out for myself and have pretty much decided that there a lot of things I will definately take away from this. Specifically as shocking as this may be for some, that my detox with liquer may become a rather permanent change, AND THAT is not a joke :) Seriously, we all know how dramatic I am normally, do you really think the liquer makes me anymore tolerable?...lol
Anyways with the amount of emotions that have been surrounding me the past bit, I have come to realize that living in the NOW isn't ment to be a serious emotional drain, but rather a kind of life that always has you focusing on the current moments that are suppose to resinate positivity. With that being said, there are suppose to be things that make you laugh and smile, sooo here is a summary of some of things that I have learnt that will hopefulllly make you laugh:
1. Whille living in the NOW purchases like 40 inch plasma TV's don't get thought about, YOU JUST hand over your credit card and thats that. And about 30 days later when you see your bill, you cant be mad about it becuase really you only have 3 choices - LEAVE IT, CHANGE IT & ACCEPT IT...you really can't change it, soo you just sort of have to accept it as you bang your head against the wall, lol.
2. Whille living in the NOW the weekends always seem so FAR AWAY, especially when its Monday. Because you are taking in each moment, days seeem to go ON FOREVER AND EVER and sleep just goes by that much quicker becuase your mind is EXHAUSTED.
3. Whille living in the NOW my brusie count has gone down, as I have begun to be able to actually multi task in my head - i.e. focus on going down the stairs, but eyes STILL LOOK AHEAD, so that i don't miss steps, bang into people, trip over useless objects :)
4. The idea of the secret has allowed me to make soo much sence of phrases like "when it rains it pours", but still can not make sence of how my credit card bills will turn into envelopes carrying money in them, thoughts?
5. I have literally become OBSESSSED with watching the SECRET, it continues to motivate me and I see the reality in it...I just think that everyone around me will soon come to know the boy with the bike as my best friend rather then a character from this movie, lol.
6. Little tricks and tools I have learnt to block out negative thoughts and remain surrounded by positivity -
1. SING out loud (mhmm, preferably not in public so people don't stop and point),
2. TALK yourself out of it, literally have a conversation with yourself (AGAIN definately not in public - other wise the pysch ward is the only place you will be giong),
3. Keep pictures up or around you of positive things in your life, so that whenever you feel crappy you look up and smile - make sure your photos relate to real things and do not become obsessive shrines :p,
4. most importantly - LAUGH ALWAYS :)
So thats a bit of a summary for now, I think the main thing I am beginning to see is that you just have to learn to believe and follow your gut, which means ridding of all doubts COMPLETELY. Tough to do, but no one said that getting the life you want and deserve would just come that easily.
Thanks for all the continued support, til the next update
-A
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